1. "There is no comfort in the growth zone and no growth in the comfort zone." This quote is from a talk given by our Mission President's wife at our last Zone Conference. It struck a chord with me. There have been many times since being on our mission that we have felt way in over our heads, but somehow we have muddled through, and, in the process, grown a lot.
2. As Gandalf says in Fellowship of the Ring, "All we have to decide is what to do with the time given." Senior missionaries have a lot of flexibility in creating their work assignments. We must decide what needs top priority each day and then remain open to the unexpected--an injured Marine who needs a blessing, a Marine wife who needs to be picked up at the airport, a member whose dog just gave birth to 10 puppies, etc. It is never dull on a mission!
3. You really can care for someone you have just met. Each day, we pray that we will love the area and the people who live here. It is amazing, but true, that we really do love those we meet and serve. We have been blessed to see a person as the Lord must see her -- not the somewhat messed up, struggling, hurting person the world may see, but a loved child of Heavenly Father with potential and talents.
4. I have been told that when someone is learning to play the bagpipes they must first learn to play the drone note. This is the low note that stays constant underneath the melody as it is played. In a scripture class I attended, the teacher asked, "What is your drone note? What is the foundation of what you do?" I have thought about this in relation to our mission and have decided that our drone note is love -- love for the Lord and love for the people we serve. It is what makes our mission a joy, even when things don't turn out as planned or when we are tired at the end of a long week.
5. "The pen is the antenna to inspiration." As we write our thoughts and observations, we often see connections we may have previously overlooked. Our thinking becomes clearer. As we study and write about the scriptures, we look for patterns and for "packets of light" that illuminate key principles and then record them so we don't forget what we have discovered. It has been a delight to have dedicated time set aside to read and study each day.
6. "Out of small and simple things, great things come to pass." We recently learned you can read all the standard works of scriptures in one year by reading 7 pages a day. Who knew it could be that easy? When we left for our mission, our Stake President counseled us to have kneeling couple prayer morning and night. A simple thing really -- although with our creaky knees we weren't sure we could physically manage the kneeling part. But we did. (A soft carpet in the bedroom helps.) And as promised, we have grown closer together and it has created more unity in our work.
7. One of the tenderest experiences on our mission has been working with the LDS Addiction Recovery Program. I recently shared in one of our meetings a story told by Rachel Remen in her book, My Grandfather's Blessings." Her Grandfather, an orthodox rabbi, had been telling the young Rachel the story of the first Passover. When he got to the part where the Israelites had safely crossed the Red Sea, the young Rachel asked "Are they so very happy Grandfather?" When the Grandfather replied that they were not very happy and even wanted to go back to Egypt, Rachel cried, "But they were suffering in Egypt. Why would they want to go back?" Her Grandfather explained that they knew how to suffer. They had done it for a long, long time and they were used to it. But they did not know to be free. He then made the thoughtful observation, "The choice people have to make is never between slavery and freedom. We always have to choose between slavery and the unknown. But, whenever anyone moves toward freedom, God himself is there." It is scary for someone with addictions to give up what they have used to cope with life's stresses and heartaches. It is familiar. They are used to it. As they work the steps of the Addiction Recovery Program, they learn how to move into the unknown and toward freedom one step at a time.
9. Speaking of trials, in the scriptures we read "In everything give thanks" and I always wondered, "Really? Give thanks for troubles and hardships?" I see people struggling with heavy loads and I think, "Should they be expected to give thanks for what they are going through?" One day, I finally understood that we are not asked to give thanks FOR the trials and hardships we encounter, but, rather, IN all things we should give thanks. Even in the most difficult situations there are "tender mercies" that we can be grateful for--the kindness of a friend, the beauty of a sunrise, the comfort of a favorite poem or scripture. Sometimes, the tender mercy is so personal and unexpected that we know that it is a message sent by God that He cares and He knows what we are going through. Our burden may not be taken away, but we will feel strengthened and comforted. This is a short clip from one of my favorite talks by Elder Bednar on tender mercies.
10. Continuing with the theme of growth through challenges, I loved the talk by Elder Zwick where he counseled us to never limit ourselves by what we think is our capacity, but to allow Heavenly Father to expand our capacity -- and that HE WOULD! Five years ago, I was battling a rather aggressive form of Stage IV non-Hogkins Lymphoma. When I completed my last round of chemo, my sister, Joyce, sent me a poem that I brought with me to North Carolina.
A mighty wind blew night and day,
It stole the oak tree's leaves right away,
Then snapped its boughs
and pulled its bark
until the oak was tired and stark. (think me -- gaunt and no hair)
But still the oak tree held its ground
while other trees fell all around.
The weary wind gave up and spoke,
"How can you still be standing, Oak?
The oak tree said, "I know that you
can break each branch of mine in two,
carry every leaf away,
shake my limbs, and make me sway.
But I have roots stretched in the earth,
growing stronger since my birth.
You'll never touch them, for you see,
They are the deepest part of me.
Until today, I wasn't sure
of just how much I could endure.
But now I've found, with thanks to you,
I'm stronger than I ever knew.
So there you have our top ten for our first 10 weeks in Jacksonville. (Although it has taken me a little longer than 10 weeks to get them typed and ready to publish).
Like our masthead says, we are learning, serving and growing in the North Carolina Raleigh Mission.
And we're loving it!